Letting your pain heal you.

Over the holiday my husband and I went to Portland, where we are planning to move at the beginning of next year. We drove and wandered around the different neighborhoods and suburbs hoping to find where we belong.
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It felt like a lot of pressure to have it all figured out NOW. So much so my sciatic nerve went bonkers and had me yelping in pain every few minutes as it reminded me how ungrounded and homeless and lost in the world I was feeling.
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After too much time suffering I got myself into a quiet space and dropped deeply into my body. From here I could feel like my sacrum and hip joint felt like concrete and psychically I saw that it looked like I had a long green snake wrapped all around those areas locking them up so I literally couldn’t move, as this move coming up is scary, as moves and changes are as we thrust ourselves into the unknown.
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So I connected with the snake, asked it how it was feeling, what it needed, what It wanted.
It was, obviously, really scared about where we are going to live. Will it be the right place? Will I be safe? Is this a huge mistake? Why do we have to move AGAIN??
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We decided that it needed to go do some reconnaissance. It is a beast that is very close to the earth, not having feet and all. So it went off into the land to explore and 
Connect with mama earth and find where will be the best place to live and it will come back and let me know.
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This might sound a little crazy to you but I haven’t had any pain since.
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What might you body be trying to tell you? I am here to help you find out and heal it when you are ready.